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Poems by Tsvetanka Elenkova
New poems:
PAIN
When you hold a bottle and hear the wind
through the open throat
when you put a conch to your ear
the echo pain from the emptied body
and when a single slight hiss
as of a punctured bicycle tyre
finally fills the empty space
like a newborn’s wail
Take it carefully in your arms
and give it or don’t to its mother
but take it carefully
it’s so fragile all cartilage
Give it water or leave it on the shelf
by your head
RETURN OF THE PRODIGAL SON
For something to end
an illness an affair
or just a journey
it has first to complete a circuit
a 360º turn
so that the noose tightens
(as in metaphysics)
and where it started from
has no new beginning
so that it’s torn up by the root
or is just a thin shoot
that’ll soon dry up
due to lack of sunlight or moisture
or whatever else
as someone who’s sick seems to get better
before they go
or a flower blossoms
before it withers for ever
How else can we recognise the end
if not by the absence of a beginning
(hence hope in the resurrection
and not in the return of
the prodigal son)
POST
The galaxy is a dog’s fur coat
which opens when you make a parting
and see the road
or make a road with the comb
and then tie bunches with two elastic bands
perfect schoolgirl
the road opens even more
like a swollen river’s dykes
or the bed it’s dug
You drop a paper boat a shell
or just a pooh-stick
and if it doesn’t run aground or sink
it comes out somewhere in the end
like a dandelion-clock that reaches your balcony
You pluck the cuticle and know
it’s a letter from your lover
HOURGLASS
Like the crown of a broad-leaved tree
that’s turned coniferous
we sit in the shade pick its fruit
or build a hut in the branches
to watch the coming storm
or experience it for ourselves
we experience the death of a friend
or relative or our own
and then bottles like New Year
glass trinkets
and then candles lamps
of coniferous trees
we never scale
From The Seventh Gesture:
THE WOUNDS OF FREEDOM
Some buy leather leads for dogs of a definite length. Others prefer automatic leads with a reel. You let the dog run at will but you decide when to retrieve it. I set mine free. But two or three times it ran away and came back covered in wounds, so now I set it free but only in my yard. My dog howls at the squirrels, in the evening at the moon. And when we pile firewood next to the fence it climbs up and jumps over it. And again comes back with wounds. After that I decided to keep it on a chain. For my dog to be free of wounds.
UNDER THE VICTIM’S NAILS
If skin has memory, as doctors maintain, it means the house you leaned on last, the sea you swam in, have not forgotten. Only my dresses have forgotten because I take them to be dry-cleaned or wash them often. But our sea, which is so enclosed streams can’t reach it – the vertical wall under the eaves the wet can’t get to – they have not forgotten. Like a pelican’s bill or a camel’s hump, they save the memory for a rainy day. Like a victim’s nails, which still keep hairs from a killer’s skin.
THE SPARK IN US
There is a wire between the thighs and palate. A wire on which the organs are hung like laundry. Trousers with their two legs, corsets, handkerchieves of various sizes. In a gust of wind the line comes undone and they all fall down. There is a wire that conducts electricity, and at each end a small tongue. Sometimes there’s a short circuit and the electricity board sends someone out. They open the door of the meter affixed to the wall, check the seals, you pay up. If you do not wish to pay, they lay your wire underground.
I WANT YOU EXHAUSTED
I want you exhausted like a blue cloud which has just stopped raining, like a mature brandy, like a snail whose shell has been broken, which ever so slowly descends a steep slope, like laundry which dried long ago, like an old woman’s mottled hands, I want you exhausted like a blue cloud hanging over me, as I wait at a red light and a warm spring breeze rises, melting the snow, sifting the leaves, and we sit in short sleeves at the café tables, I want you exhausted like a sliced liver.
THE SEVENTH GESTURE
With finger on mouth, when you do not want to wake someone or the teacher walks in. He puts a finger to his mouth when he wants to quieten the class. Or he tells you straight to shut up. But what intrigues me most is the way it slides down, pulls away from the lips. After you’ve imposed the silence. Some just loosen their hand, others draw it out to point, others hold it longer like this. And a fold in the fingers, bliss from the tiredness of the unwonted gesture. This is how the Byzantine iconographers first painted them. The saints.
Poems translated from Bulgarian by Jonathan Dunne
An English edition of Tsveta's book The Seventh Gesture is due out in February 2010 with Shearsman Books
Read an essay on Bulgarian monasteries
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